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You are my comfort zone, the sugar in my coffee and the chocolate that melts in my mouth and not in my hand. I love every bit and piece of you, the bipolarness, the jokes, the laughs, the silly arguments, the kiss, the touch and most of all the random kwentuhans that we do.

I love reminiscing those good old days we had and I know you are missing it as well but we have to face the reality. This is reality and it is hitting us. I hope you know that I understand you and in fact, I think I am the only person who best understand you but we should always remember that you is not the only object in the universe. There are other planets that needs you and if you turn away from them even just for a minute, they will suffer. That is the reason why I ask you to do things that I know you don't like doing and pushing you to do it is my only option.

I trust you and believe me or not I never questioned your loyalty and faithfulness to me but you and I is not the only living things in this world. I may not like some organism but once you explained to me their importance, I become okay. But there are some organism that I'm having some bad vibes with that tho explanations were given, I still feel uncomfortable. You should always remember that its not you that I am not trusting but the organism around you.

I already said I'm drowning, it is up to you on what to do. I just hope we can survive this meteor shower. I just hope that one day we will wake up and see the beautiful rainbow.

BLAHS coz I need to write part 2

1. Sometimes its hard to be the only child-ish in town. People laugh at you, make fun of you and will not trust you in decision-making. But self declared 'matured people' don't know is that child-ish people make the best decision in life, it is simply because of their simple mind and heart. A mind that is not complicated and a heart that is pure.

2. One of the worst advice I heard is 'to find someone that is older or at the same age as you'. It's funny how these people can come up with this kind of advice, I think a review should be done. Maturity has different levels, I may be matured at this and you may be matured at that...and meeting halfway is the solution slash important.

3. We always do things that we thought is nice or good but in reality it is not, if that is the case I am sorry.

4. Compliment? it's like the Philippine Eagle that is near to extinction, isnt?

5. Making me smile is not that hard, it is the easiest thing in the world that you can do. I am one of the people who can appreciate a simple joke, big time. The cornier, the better.

6. And as I was writing this, I just saw the Buzz ad for Loydie's interview. That boy makes all the girls so gaga over him. Yeah! I know, that for some who are reading this will say 'he's gay' but that's okay everybody is gay now.

7. I am striving to write at least 10 thoughts but too much sleep and lack of food is not a good sign.I'm now having trouble writing and organizing my thoughts.

8. and before I end this, To all the lovely fathers out there tho some are not that lovely hahaha...just kidding, HAPPY FATHERS DAY! :) enjoy the day!

Simply Writing

Change is the only constant thing in this world.
I change,
You change,
We both change.

I may feel very happy right now
but in just a snap of a finger
I can be the saddest person on earth.

You may feel miserable right now
but at the end of the rainbow
You can be the happiest man alive.

Moods change at its best,
You become bipolar
I become insensitive
We are crossing two lines

Striving is the word
Connection is the key
Love is the answer
We surely know what to do.

BLAHS coz I need to write

I laugh. I cry. I shout. I keep quiet. I stand. I run. I walk. I go. I stay. I play. I crawl. I jump. I eat. I diet. I write. I talk. I swear. I curse. I promise. I choke. I get-up. I go down. I go up. I sing. I dance. I smile. I cook (sometimes). I love. I miss. I care.

I am crazy and entering my world is not that easy. I can be insensitive and I can be the most caring person you'll ever meet, that asking for space is like asking for a miracle.

I hate cheating but I did cheat..from quizzes to relationship, I've been there done that. And not doing it anymore, what for? If you already know the answers and got what you want, right?

I experienced going out without a single peso in my wallet and 'luck' is the only thing that I have to survive a day.

I grow up in a very normal life, Boredom is the game dude.

I know what's mine so back off. Always remember that I always get what I want.

I know things tho I dont talk or it seems like I dont care. Trust me when I say I know things coz I sure know them.

You sometimes love me, you sometimes hate me, you sometimes miss me, you sometimes dont miss me but thats life, coz without it you will not love me MORE and you will not care MORE.

I look like a baby but baby looking face do crazy, naughty and wild stuff too.

I miss the old days. the old laughs. the old stories. the old chairs. the old tree. the old road. the old place. I miss every little piece of the old...the old that made me new.

I can be rude if I want to. I can be bad if I want to. But at the end of the day, the nice in me always win.

I let a friend go away because of small things that went big with a blink of an eye and by the time I realized that I shouldnt have done that, it was too late and the only thing that I can do is to promise not to do it again.

I always believe that we can all make a brighter day better than our yesterday. ♥

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Masaya na ba kayo?

masaya na ba kayo na hindi ako kausapin?
masaya na ba kayo na ipamuka sa akin na sinungaling ako kahit alam natin ang katotohanan?
masaya na ba kayo na nasasaktan nyo ako?
masaya na ba kayo na ito ang ginagawa nyo sa akin?
masaya na ba kayo na napapaiyak nyo ako?
masaya na ba kayo na nagmamakaawa ako?
masaya na ba kayo na nakikita akong ganito?

hindi nyo alam kung ano ang ginagawa nyo
hindi nyo alam kung ano ang naiipon
hindi nyo alam kung gaano kasakit
hindi nyo alam....

dahil wala naman kayo alam.
hindi nyo naman gusto malaman

.......

I dont know what to feel right now.
People just hate me.
Not a perfect daughter.
Not a perfect partner.
Not a perfect sister.
I am not perfect and not even close to it.
They want a different way
but that way is not liking me
so therefore I took the other way.


I just hope that one day
I will prove something to them.
I just hope that one day
they will be proud of me.

MY PAMANGKINs

SEAN

A.K.A. Badong

SHAINA

The Female version of Badong